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Whats up! I’m 24 years outdated. I dwell in Gjilan. Three years in the past I met a boy. He known as me randomly and we began speaking collectively. At first I did not take him significantly, I even joked and made enjoyable of him, however over time I began to love speaking to him…

I haven’t got many buddies, to not say that I haven’t got any, since I dwell within the suburbs of Gjilan and I do not exit usually within the metropolis.

And seeing as how folks gossip so much and the way shortly rumors unfold, the much less you possibly can have a buddy…

Due to this fact, it was simpler for me to share the issues that had been taking place to me and my troubles with a stranger, with whom I solely spoke on the cellphone.

Six months handed from the time I began speaking on the cellphone with Trim and after his nice insistence that we meet, I agreed.

I made up some lies at house and went out into city to satisfy him. He was an enthralling man and I loved speaking to him. He understood me and I understood him or, not less than, that is what he mentioned.

After that day our conferences grew to become extra frequent and I favored him an increasing number of. In one in every of our secret conferences, Trimi kissed me. I used to be very pleased, as a result of I had been ready for one thing like this to occur for a very long time…

I returned house pleased and from that day I solely dreamed of how my life could be with Trim, how a lot I liked that man and I assumed that solely stunning issues awaited me sooner or later, nevertheless it was not so, as a result of all my desires would fade later.

Anyway, we stayed collectively for a 12 months. We met usually. In the future he requested to make love collectively. Though I used to be afraid and thought that after this issues would possibly change between us, I liked Trimi and was able to do something for him.

So, we slept collectively and he was very affectionate with me. Nothing that scared me occurred…

The cellphone name that modified my life!
Two years in the past, on a type of days once I was trying ahead to my subsequent assembly with him, I acquired a cellphone name. He tells me he will Switzerland for some time, however I should not fear he’ll come again and marry me.

It was the primary time I heard him discuss marriage, however I could not be pleased about this information, as a result of I used to be very anxious about why he had abruptly determined to run away. I insisted on telling me the reality and he advised me that he had a combat with a buddy and the scenario may escalate.

He ran away and did not see me in any respect for months. And when he introduced himself to me, to my shock, he advised me that he was presenting himself from jail in Hungary, as a result of he was caught crossing the border illegally.

God is aware of when he might be launched from jail!
He has been in jail for 2 years and it isn’t identified when he might be launched. He begs me to attend for him, and after jail they may proceed their love the place it’s left…

However there’s additionally the likelihood that he’ll do some tips and escape from jail and transfer to a different nation…

I do not know what to do?! I cry with out stopping, as a result of a God is aware of when he will get out of jail. And, however, I believe that after his launch from jail, issues might change, I believe that perhaps he will not love me anymore when he will get out, or I believe that my emotions for him can also change…

However regardless of all that, what worries me probably the most is my household, who won’t ever settle for that I ought to tie my life with a man who’s in jail!

Vesa, Gjilan